Faith is believing in the unseen...

Monday, April 23, 2007

Okay. I was having a meltdown yesterday. I think I was starting to realize that I have to have a million things to do, a million responsibilities to take on and the pressure to do well. OMG! I am having a midlife crisis. More like a "I-just-turn-18-and-it-sucks-at-the-moment" life crisis. I know I am the pilot of my own life. But can I just set it to auto pilot? Let the plane take control.
Jesus, take the wheel.

I like living in my bubble. I want to be protected by it. Protected by what the world out there has to offer. What can I say? It’s a crappy world. There is shit all over and I have to deal with it.
and i am choosing what shit to deal with. i don't care. just sch and floorball. nothing else.

As I kneeled by my bedside and prayed, God, did you hear my prayers?
For the first time in a long time I bowed my head to pray.

okay back to law and legislation... gotta focus.

10:10 am