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Thursday, May 29, 2008

Across the miles, it's funny to me
How far you are, but how near you seem to be
I could talk all night just to hear you breath
I could spend my life just living this dream
You're all I'll ever need

You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I'm in your arms, I need you to know
I've never been, never been
This close


With all the loves I used to know
I kept my distance, I never let go
But in your arms I know I'm safe
Cause I've never been held and
I've never been kissed in this way
You're all I'll ever need,
you're all I'll ever need

You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I'm in your arms, I need you to know
I've never been, never been
This close


Close enough to see it's true
Close enough to trust in you
Closer now than any words can say

And when I'm in your arms, I need you to know
I've never been, never been
This close

You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I'm in your arms, I need you to know
I've never been, never been
This close

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7:38 pm

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I have always battled the level of transparency of my blog.
It gives me the feeling that my blog allows people to see right through me. (Holy shit dude!)
That is why sometimes I am very mindful of the kind of content that is in it.
I guess I am afraid of what people will think of me, and the opinions have of me.

I read this NIKE ad once, and what is written it true,
"Too often we are scared. Scared of what we might not be able to do. Scared of what people might think if we tried. We let fears stand in the way of our hopes. We say no when we want to say yes. We sit quietly when we want to scream. And we shout with the others, when we should keep our mouths shut. Why? After all, we do only go around once. There's really no time to be afraid. Just do it."

Sometimes, I guess we really let everything stand in our way, affecting who we really are. That is just sad man. ):

Dr Seuss says it right: "Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind, don't matter and those who matter, don't mind."

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8:42 pm

Friday, May 23, 2008

I don’t know how and what to start blogging about. So there is Martha’s Farewell at Fish and Co., Glitz ’08 and Champions League Final.

Champion League Final.
Kamil, Sheryl, Dennis and I headed to Simpang Bedok to watch the match. The place was damn stuffy but the atmosphere was awesome! Dennis friends came over and joined us before the match started. I can’t believe we like stayed there for over 6 hours!!!!
Sheryl and I was like dozing off during the match. Slept during half time and a little here and there during the game. It is hard to fall sound asleep when every time the team attack, there would be cheers and boos from everybody! The game was sexciting and Frank Lampard looks so damn hot!!! Woohoo! Okay I was disappointed that Chelsea didn’t win. (2nd blow of the day :( ) I felt that with their performance during the 2nd half, they deserve to win. The best team didn’t win. :( So, I stayed up the whole night just to see Manchester United carry the trophy. -.-
Nonetheless, it was a great Champions League Final to watch. First ever all English Final leh!!!


After the match, it was chaotic at Simpang Bedok. Man U fans were celebrating like siao. Carrying chairs over their heads and singing Glory Glory Man United. I took a cab and reached home about 610 am, showered and headed to school. No sleep at all. There was training after that. I was like trying to kill myself. Die of exhaustion.


Martha’s Farewell
So Martha had to leave the team for awhile because of personal stuff. So, my team is like advisorless and coachless. I doubt we will have a proper and fixed advisor and coach for the whole of this year. On the bright side, it was really kind of Mr Amir to coach the girls for now.
Martha was loved by everyone and she bonded with us, the whole team. The whole team is gonna miss us, I am gonna miss her.
The few of us headed to AMK Fish and Co. for dinner. The place is damn crowded and damn small. All of us kinda sat in front of the lift lobby just outside Fish and Co. So, when the lift door opens, the first thing people will see is us. Haha. That is funny.
Pictures from that night,

i am thinking about karmun's fishing action


looks heavenly!




caught Sheryl eating again




haha. kar mun acting cute




philly -.-




focus on Martha, not the seafood platter




kamil, spoil my picture again! >:(





woo~ Martha
(:

shall update about Glitz when I get the pictures




2:26 pm

Sunday, May 18, 2008

The people around me are just so...

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!! Like seriously.
If you think I am talking about you then maybe it’s you. Well, maybe it’s not you but you think it’s you because you are guilty about it. Anyway, I am so pissed off with your actions that I got nothing to say. Just show some RESPECT to others.


11:26 am

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

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11:29 am


okay, for the convenience of my best friend and all those people out there, the link for the personality test is...

http://youniverse.com/profile/index/
here you go babe (:


8:49 am

Sunday, May 11, 2008

I found this really cool website for bored people. It basically allows you to pick different pictures and each picture actually has meanings behind it and reflects your personality. I think the outcome looks good, scrapebook version instead of the boring all just words.

Personality: Mood (Easy Rider)
When it comes to art, you are definitely unconventional. You like to think differently, always from another perspective. (well, i try very hard to think differently at times, hehe)

As for music, it’s the soundtrack to your world. You like to unwind and switch off, listening to take you away from everyday reality. ( i would love to be the girl in the picture, lay in the grass and unwind, that would be really nice)

You choice of treat show you love being a little naughty. Being good the time is a bore – life should be about enjoyment. (uh huh, so true.)

When you think of freedom – you think of living for the here and now. You’re open to the new experiences and take any opportunity that crosses your path. (yeah, freedom is doing what i want, anytime i want to, without holding back)


Personality: Fun (Escape Artist)
Always the first to take the leap, you always look forward and have no regrets. You like to see where life takes you – this attitude will give you a wealth of experience.
As for the home you like to think that you have very cool and contemporary taste. It’s not just about function – your environment is stylish. (i try to be stylish, zen is cool)
For kicks, you like to indulge in your great passion. You are happy to live high and lows, you are fiercely loyal and passionate. You like to be part of the big picture. (the bigger the picture, the bigger i guess. hahaha)

Personality: Habits (New Wave Puritan)
When it comes to holidays, fun is top priority. You love it when everyone’s having fun – a special magic time with plenty of treats and smiles all round. (c'mon! disneyland here i come, it's the happiest place on earth)
You’re romantic in your outlook of a taste for the exotic. You love feeling the sea breeze in your hair, sun on your skin… shoes off you always take the first dip. (i wanna soak my toes in golden brown soft sand)
Your choice of drink shows that you care about your health and make sure you’re putting the right stuff in. (ehhh, well i try to make an effort at times)

Personality: Social (Thoughtful)
And what’s a turn off? People who seem to be smart, until they light up and you realize they are stupid enough to be heading for an early grave. ( tt is one thing i cannot stand people who smoke, period!)
For friendship, is all about being there for one another. You can’t imagine life without your best friends. And they’re the first place to go when you need some advice, or a shoulder to cry on. ( friends are forever, boys are so whatever. hahahhaa)


12:24 pm

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Every Friday is tennis day! Hehe. I am having tennis lessons every Friday with Coach Ahmad Kamil. He is training me to become the next Maria Sharapova. Hahahah! Actually I prefer being the next Justine Henin Hardenne. Wee!

So I practically hit 600 hundred or more tennis balls. I had this huge trolley of tennis balls and picking up 200 over balls each time was a killer. Imagine picking up one huge trolley of tennis balls twrice. That was a killer. And Coach Kamil was scolding me "don’t force your shots", "you are not hitting the ball correctly", "watch your hand movement", "the way you hold your racquet is wrong again" and "see, your leg movement is wrong again". Omg, damn strict. After that, I learnt how to serve properly, at least that wasn't so bad.

Overall, the aching arms and muscle aches were so worth it. Tennis is fun. :)


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