I woke up this morning and yesterday felt like a dream. A really bad dream. I guess I was still having a hangover from the day before. Moments from the game keeps flashing across my mind. I keep telling myself to move on. Get over it already. But it is easier said than done.

I think I need answers from yesterday's match. It is me or was it because of some other reason. I can’t pluck up the courage to ask. I am just too afraid. Afraid of what the answer will be. Hais.

I feel inferior. It's as if I am not good enough.

I don't know if I am angry, sad or frustrated with myself or what. Argh. It's been a while since I felt this way. How irritating. Okay now I am irritated with myself.

OKAY WHATEVER SHAM. GET OVER IT ALREADY.
Winning is a habit. Unfortunately, so is losing. - Vince Lombardi

11:44 pm